I grew up in a more or less Christian home. We were in church every time the door was open. One Sunday the preacher talked about becoming a Christian and I decided that I wanted to be one. However, I really didn't understand what it meant to be a Christian. I lived my life as any typical child, but I was not happy.
When I was 6yrs. old my parents divorced. I was devestated and I became very bitter. I harbored deep bitterness and disgust for my parents. I convinced myself that it was ok to be upset with my parents because they had let me down. Over time however, the Lord began to convict me of my attitudes. I felt horrible about the way I was treating my parents. I began to question wheter or not I was even a Christian. I realized that I was not a Christian. I had never truly asked Jesus Christ to come into my heart and to be my Lord and Savior.
Right then, I prayed and asked Jesus to come into my heart and save me. Jesus changed my heart. I was no longer bitter toward my parents. I lauged and smiled again. I genuinely wanted to follow God. Since that time I have grown closer to God.
He is absolutely amazing, and he blesses me in ways I could have never dreamed possible. I now have two wonderful families and I love my parents so very much.
I faced another crossroad in my life when I had to chose which college to attend,and I was terrified. I had no idea where I should go or what I should do as a career. I prayed and asked God to guide me and to help me make the right decision.
I felt God calling me to Mississippi State University. I followed God even though I didn't know anyone in MS. I have been so blessed. I am right where God wants me to be. I have found wonderful Christian friends here. It is amazing how great your life can be if you follow God. Now I truly have joy.
